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Hi, hope you are all doing well :>


Sorry for always being absent, as a result, I have a ton of artwork to post ahahah

I have scheduled a bunch of them, expect one new post every day <3


If you want to see newer art, come to my socials (Insta, Twitter...) !


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Chibi commission available : https://www.deviantart.com/tsarletta/commission/Chibi-Commission-One-1-1685496

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I also have opened a Patreon if you'd like to support me (you don't have to, of course, just know that it exists) : https://www.patreon.com/tsarletta (be careful, I offer sensitive media there !)

An Etsy store is under construction as well...


I have so many plans for the coming months / years, hope I can share them with you soon enough !


Take care :hug:

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And whoever gifted me a core membership...

Thank you. That was very unexpected but I feel very loved right now ;u; πŸ’–


I still have to update my gallery, I have so many artworks to show you :D

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(Wow. So much you can do on this website since the last time I updated here :O I'm amazed!)


Hi guys! It's been a while! Years, in fact. I feel like you deserve an explanation. Hope you're ready for some reading!

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What Happened

My Art

As you know, this account was mainly fanart-centered. I posted fanarts, drew people's OCs, joined in fandom contests, and such. It's been fun for years.

But in 2017, I had a breakdown.

Everything I drew, I hated it. I wasn't proud at everything I posted online. You probably saw it, but almost all of my gallery was scrapped, stored away, or even deleted. I can't look at my oldest works anymore, I have no more nostalgia for it, it's just... Super cringy.

If you liked my old art, I am glad for you, but I feel like I need to apologize for the content I gave you for years.

My Attitude

Whether I was encouraged by somebody or did it on my own, over the past 13 years, there were cases where I ill-behaved to people. And I am sorry I acted this way. I am the first person who hates myself for it.

I am not going to expand on my health, but, it probably had an impact on my attitude online. Well, not trying to make excuses here.

If I, just once, offended you, then I apologize.

Where I Went

So, with poor art and bad behaviour, I subconsciously ran away from dA and hid in socials like Instagram and Twitter. The art I posted then was... Not good.

I almost gave up. But then, two events happened.

First, I went active in a creative group IRL. They, unknowingly, helped me a lot with my situation. I was unhappy and frustrated, that group gave me a reason to keep going. So I

Next, I discovered Discord and its art-centered servers. I started working in groups, through vocal chats. That's where I started being productive again.

I started posting original art. I came back to basics, and started learning theorical aspects of art as well as new techniques. I tried switching art styles, but failed - manga had too much influence on me. I tried writing a comic. Tough job! (I have so much respect for comic artists

I kept trying. And my art finally improved.


Now

Well, there's still plenty of room for improvement! But I feel like I'm going to the right direction. I still don't "love" my art, but it's still better than 3 years ago, I think.

I still have to develop a solid portfolio. Right now, it is very vague and nebulous, but I'm working on it. I am a bit angry at myself for that - I feel like I should have done it 10 years ago!

I never completely gave up on fanarts, but I feel like I have to catch up on all these years lost on drawing only fanarts. Don't get me wrong, fanarts are awesome - but that was all I've been drawing. So, I want to give more time and energy to original art. I only draw fanarts for my creative group - that helps me find a balance in work management.


So, if you don't mind, I am going to post both fanarts and original art.

I will try and update more here! I have so much to show you, after all.

I need to get used to the new interface here, but... I'm glad I came back here.


Thank you for reading! :heart:


(PS : this new journal page is buggy, whattt)


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